the voice within

You can't sleep
Pieces missing everywhere
A restless body cracks over.
Too many voices, cant seem to hie yesterday.
Like the highway that never stops bending,
your all twisted in turns with fate.
And you seek warmth,you yearn for a smile
thats when you begin to wonder
who are my real friends?
Where are you left and where have they gone?
Have they all got the bends??
You break another mirror, another glass,
this time there aint no cuts or blood stains,
The words are coming out all weird
You know you're turning into something you are not,
And You ask yourself "Am I really sinking this low?"
I might be wrong, i might be right,
But never look back though i wont swear,
i saw a light coming over you.

Im a Default

These are the things she never say,
these are things she hide it everyday.
These are the days when she wish she was the one,
God took away instead of you.
These are the days she realize what a default she is.

Unspoken words killing her inside,
feelings she want to feel but cant express.
Trying so hard to be someone you want her to be,
but she fail so much, she is more then imperfect.
These are the moments she realizes she is a default.

The girl with the smile plastered on the face,
the emptiness all building her up, loneliness she never tell.
oh! what a tragedy she is.
Oh! what a default God has beautifully created.
Oh! pity the poor soul, the deafult she has turned out to be.
I am a default.