HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Blow this candle and make a wish....
a wish for the new year that has come,
a wish for the dreamthat you always wanted to see,
a wish for a life you wanted to have.
Close your eyes and say a prayer,
maybe for the star that you wanted to be,
maybe for the love that you looked for,
maybe for the life that you have missed.
Another year,another wish to make,
a wish that we made a wish today,
a wish that we never said goodbye,
a wish for all these wishes to come true.
I Blow this candle for you,
I make a wish for you,
i know the party's much better up there,
With all the saints and angels to sing for you,
But hear me sing for you too....
Happy Birthday to you....
may God always take care of you!!
I always miss you.....!:)

How does it feel????

Wonder how it feels to be living without ever having said "goodbye" to some one who means the world to us.....
Wonder how it feels to miss that someone and know that we'll be seeing each other again and not live with the fact that you'll never see them again but only in heaven!
Wonder how it feels to live without being sick......no pretence but really live without any medicines and pain that one goes through,
Wonder how it feels to get what we wish for atleast for once and not just what we only want!
Wonder How it feels to complete a day with just happiness and not cry when the night falls.
Wonder how it feels to be loved and loved and not feel the presence of loneliness atleast for a day!
Wonder how it feels to feel all of these........
Wish i knew how it feels!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RACING CARS!!

Another endless day......i cry back to my consciousness,

the coldness grips my skin as i remember that day....

silently i watch the dark sky to make myself feel better!

Lost with loneliness by my side.... i leave my footprints here,

feel like a stranger still.....even though ive already been here for always.

Party and all the things these mens play....these are the good life that's what they say,

and as i stare at them, they ask me "is that where you belong?"

They tell me im looking for something that can never be found,

just missing out the things by just standing where i am!

I wish so hard that i could prove them wrong.....to feel sorry for them,

but it so happens they always reach wherever they want...

while i still struggle with all the breaks and the bends and....

Sometimes it all feels like im just walking on like ive missed the place...

but than i hear a voice calling out to me to keep on moving.

I remember when i first held the wheel in my own hands,

took the steering so eagerly and drove myself away....

away into this distant land with many a milestone left behind.

It was easy than but now there's too many bend on the road...

too many blocks....yet still i drive on gripping hard on the steering!

Many passed me by....all looking out for something,

some may have found...some may be still searching....

like racing cars, i race myself into these long unwinding road,

keeping my speed through this darkness of odyssy,

leaving a prayer for all those who've stayed behind.....

I'm learning to live with God's gift....the lights are blinding....

but i know i'll reach somewhere soon..

because i know these wide open spaces are going to take me.....

close to the horizon that is far yet so near.....close to where i belong!!!!!!!