RACING CARS!!

Another endless day......i cry back to my consciousness,

the coldness grips my skin as i remember that day....

silently i watch the dark sky to make myself feel better!

Lost with loneliness by my side.... i leave my footprints here,

feel like a stranger still.....even though ive already been here for always.

Party and all the things these mens play....these are the good life that's what they say,

and as i stare at them, they ask me "is that where you belong?"

They tell me im looking for something that can never be found,

just missing out the things by just standing where i am!

I wish so hard that i could prove them wrong.....to feel sorry for them,

but it so happens they always reach wherever they want...

while i still struggle with all the breaks and the bends and....

Sometimes it all feels like im just walking on like ive missed the place...

but than i hear a voice calling out to me to keep on moving.

I remember when i first held the wheel in my own hands,

took the steering so eagerly and drove myself away....

away into this distant land with many a milestone left behind.

It was easy than but now there's too many bend on the road...

too many blocks....yet still i drive on gripping hard on the steering!

Many passed me by....all looking out for something,

some may have found...some may be still searching....

like racing cars, i race myself into these long unwinding road,

keeping my speed through this darkness of odyssy,

leaving a prayer for all those who've stayed behind.....

I'm learning to live with God's gift....the lights are blinding....

but i know i'll reach somewhere soon..

because i know these wide open spaces are going to take me.....

close to the horizon that is far yet so near.....close to where i belong!!!!!!!