In the Morning......

In the morning, as the sun rises from somewhere between the green mountains,
she watches father sitting alone out in the stairs,lost in thoughts,
far away from today,silently she sits beside him and takes his hand,
in silence they share the moment,Tears behind his eyes,holding her hands in his,
he smiled n said,"Baby you see the sun, promise that you will shine for me like that someday?"
In the morning, as the cold wind blows and the fog clears for the day,
she sees mother sitting by the window,bible in her hands,she out,
dreaming about the hands of destiny,silently she sits by her side,
In silence they can both feel the pain, with tears in her eyes she said,
"Baby don't ever let the world get in your way!"
In the morning, father i will be your sun always shining for you,
When the night falls and the stars light up the night, we will say that prayer again,for life to be kind.
Even through the cold winter we will never give up,we will preay for spring that will never leave.
Ill stay by your side,ill always be your little girl,she promised,
you'l never have to come searching for me, because ill be there in the morning!

Wishing fLOWER!

I MISS YOU..... dats all =)

Hatsukoi!

So here i go with everything on my head again,

no second guessing and no more waiting,

This is where we meet and this where we say goodbye.

you've been so good to me, been patient enough,

and you've loved me enough,ill never forget,

its just sad we couldn't make things workout.

But yeah we were meant to say goodbye,

even if it wasn't today someday we would have,

so take heart we'r just making things easier!

I love you so much but sweetheart,i think you've hurt me enough now,

and time will take me along untill i realize you're my yesterday.

This ride was sweet with you and its sad my road is different now,

maybe we'll meet again in the other bend down the lane,

lets see what happens then,lets see where we'll be standing.

Its time now, lets hug for the last time!

I cry!

Do you know how it feels like to love somebody,
but somebody's ashamed to call you theirs.
Do you know how much that feeling hurts,
it makes you take a heavy breath, leaving you an empty space in your heart.
Have you ever faked that happiness to make somebody smile because they need you,
even though your all broken up inside.
Do you know how it feels to push yourself everyday,
telling yourself everything will turn out alright, even though nothings seems to be getting right.
What do you do when all the promises made to you were jus false lies,
everything remains to be a dream, dreams thats never going to come true.
Down this line, i think im already ready with my decisions,i don't know where its going to lead me to, but yeah im prepared for the consequences.
I've been so confused out of my mind; i swear i never had felt this way before,
Keeping you as mine,who knew that it would be this tough.
Im not sure what i should do next, all these times we had together,
seems like we never really had it, like we never started.
You're so far away, you dont see me and you don't feel me,
i'm just trying to mend us everyday, for your sake,for my sake ,for our sake!
Dark clouds are surrounding me, its gonna rain soon,
i think i should just go to sleep and pretend again like everythings right.
I see a light shining far down the road, somewhere in time,
a lonely light to lead me on!
I'm strong, i have faith.......please don't let me down!

Untamed Nights!

Coming back to these fall, can't run anywhere , can't hold up these feeling anymore.

So you lie down all alone up in the roof, watch in silence at the starry night,

Cars honking at the distant highway, you cry yourself out to the wind!

Nobody knows where you are, nobody knows how broken you feel,

put up that smile, fake those laughters,you achieve in pretending evrythings right.

God knows how much you wish, God only knows your eyes can't hold those tears anymore.

So is this it? you question to the sky above, because you know someone's up there.

In a sudden rush you find yourself wading into the memoirs of an hour back,

memoirs of yesterday,memoirs of last year, memoirs of when you were thirteen,

memoirs you want to forget but it only haunts you back like a movie scene being replayed.

Heartaches,pains,hurts,regrets all peirces you at de same moment,

Life is as hard as it gets, u comfort yourself, what's the point no one's going to understand you.

So u stand back to your feet again, remove that tear stains on your face,

your eyes will tell them but who cares,i dont care at all,

im a human, i need to cry too, let my pain out and make myself feel better!

This is just another night ,ill sleep and wake up to a new day,i know ill be alright,

but sometimes it just gets really hard to pass this kind of nights!

* Happy 22 to me *

Friday 25th september 2009 : Im 22!
22 years back i was born on this day at 9 am with the church clock ringing in the far side, that what they have always told me! :)
this year i felt pretty weird...i was shy when people wished me and i didnt really feel like it was my birthday until they wished me:/ ....maybe im growing old and im not much excited anymore?? naw but that can't be cos i aint really old to feel bored about birthdays..naw :D!!
maybe too much of college work load got the toll over me...yes too much work that's the only reason behind- classes from morning 9 till evening 6 couldnt make ure birthday special! but yes the video chat with my cousins and famil,the cake cutting surprise, the signed tee-shirt and the quiet lovely dinner with my roomates made up the whole day! :))!!

m getting weirder everyday.....dorkier...but i still Love Jesus- that's the best part....and my love keeps growing everyday for him!!!
Thank You Lord for my life.....i owe it all to you!
Jesus Rocks- Jesus is Love!

~~ JESUS FREAK ~~

"What will people think when they hear that i'm a Jesus freak? What will people do when they find that its true?what will people think,what will people do???? I don't care if they label me a Jesus freak, i don't really care, what else can i say, because there ain't no disguising the truth!"

Because i love Jesus and because i believe that no matter whatever happens... through happiness or sorrow or pain or difficulties, i Believe everything happens for the good, and that even though i maybe wading through the most darkest path of my life, God is just testing my faith and he's working for a better day for me and i tell the same to all those people i care for! And when i tell this to my friends, many of them had smiled at me, i dont kno what they think behind and many of them have even mocked at me and labelled me "Jesus freak"!!! I didn't care and i don't care.....no name can be cooler than being called a Jesus freak:D!!! That's my faith and im never ashamed of Loving My Jesus...for all the blessings he has blessed me with, even if it takes my whole lifetime ill never be enough from saying thank you Jesus!!!

Somedays back i just finished reading a book called "Jesus Freaks- a book filled with stories about those who martyrd their lives, standing up for Jesus. The ultimate Jesus Freaks!

I read it over and over again....every story touched my heart and i found strong and faitthful were all these children of God who sacrificed their lives for his name! Being a christian and being called a child of God i couldn't imagine myself in their position. I felt ashamed!But then i learned too that though, i or even you, may not be called to martyr our lives, we can still martyr our way of lives march to a different beat and let the world see Jesus :)!

Jesus was the non-conformist of all times. He walked the world as the human voice of God.So many people today potray Jesus as weak, the out-of-date artifact hanging on a church wall or in a stained glass window hoping for a brighter day! We live in a world thats now built with pride,greed, materialism and dedication to statusquo. In a world like this that is built in free will instead of God's will, we must be the Freaks!!!!

There are more christian martyrs today than there were in 100 Ad-in the days of the roman empire! According to the world Christian Encyclopadia, there were close to 156,000 christian martyrd around the world in 1998 and another 164,000 estimated to hav been martyrd in 1999! So can you imagine how many must have been martyrd today- 2009???!!!! There are so many still today who are being killed because they proclaim jesus as their King. Pray for them!!!

"Lets us stand together with our brothers and sisters around the world through prayers and faith, because no matter what happens, no matter what i face or how the end may look to be like, we know at the end we will be vitorious. We will inherit Eternity and heaven:)!!

"Remeber the Lord's people who are in the prison and suffering.Never forget them but imagine that you are with them- Hebrews 13:3"

"LET THE PEOPLE THINK AND SAY WHATEVER THEY WANT TO. WE WILL NEVER BE ASHAMED OF YOUR NAME AND YOUR GOSPEL. I CAN DO NOTHING ELSE BECAUSE

IM A JESUS FREAK!!"

"Im a Blessing to the Nations"

This has been the theme for our 5 days of "summer bible school" this year!!! Tomorrow's our final day....its de final celebration......excited at the same time..feeling kinda sad about how fast the days have passed!
I got to be a part of this years team by voluntering in teaching the children! And ive had the most amazing blessed time..taking me back to my childhood days when i used to attend the summer bible school evrytime i come home for vacations:)! Being with the kids...doing the praise and worship, talking about Jesus and the love of God, sharing the gospel together.....i know ive recieved much blessings...and i thank the Lord for letting me to live even today and experience his love all over again!!!

"For all who seek to follow the truth....Taste the Love of Jesus and you'll Know wot true love is all about!! Seek his light...Seek His love.....Let Jesus come and Live in your Life today!!"

God Is GREAT...God IS LOVEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:Silent smile:

They always say "we are all humans no matter how many people surround us we still feel alone sometimes"!!!
and why is tat????
:(
Jesus only knows me!!!!

..Clueless bloggin!!!

What happened i don't know.......but somewhere down the line i'll take the blame! Small things you'll never know that you did it....small things i did to break you, maybe i was wrong...i guess you didn't realize what you had done! We are all humans....mistakes are just another family of ours. All we can do is forgive, forget and love! No matter how much it hurts, i'll say a prayer and i know it for sure, ill be alright! God forgive me if i was the reason for the hurt in your heart....i said a prayer for you too....!
You mean much to me...like a song in my heart! Everyday i pray for blessings on you more than the blessings that i recieve!!! Your one of the reason i pray and i couldn't ask for a better reason than you...a miracle i pray i'll get to witness one day:)!!

Love...God bless your beautiful soul!!!

"WHERE DO I STAND??"

Today while listening to the Pastor's sermon it kind of hit me hard that it made me to think twice more than what i usually do!! "WHERE DO I STAND???"

Well the sermon was taken from the scriptures of Luke chapter 9 verses 51-62 on the cost of following Jesus!
There are three kinds of people living in this life:
a) Those who are very thirsty for God's word
b) Those who are sometimes thirsty and sometimes they aint.
c). Those who are not thirsty at all.

They're so many people around me and us who still lives without Christ in them! They're so lost in the world's idolized atmosphere that they donot realize to remember who their real maker is! They don't even try to know him...or even sit to wonder about how the reason why they're living. Its sad to see them living this way, sad to see them paving their own paths to hell. These are the unthirsty people.......caught up in this artificial world, lost in this hell!
Keep praying for them that they will soon learn to recieve His grace and love!

They're another set of people who are thirsty for Thy word sometimes and sometimes they totally forget about it! These people are worse than even those people who don't know about God, atleast they donot sin in being double faced! These set of people seem to remember God only when they're in trouble and they need safety and protection. They get all religious, fastings after fastings, prayers after prayers, and once the storm is over they seem to forget what the good Lord has done for them! As a believer this is the biggest sin one can ever make.

Last but not the least the third set of people who are olways hungry and thirsty for God's words more and more. No matter whatever road they are in, they're faith never falls, they're hope always keep rising, and these are the faithful children of the Lord! Ever ready to give their life for the good Lord, never falling off from the Lord's sight....Praise God!

Now my friends where do you think do you stand? r u like the first set of people paving your own way to hell, or are u living a life of sin like the second set of people or are you like the third set of people with such faith that even if you die now you believe you'd go to heaven!!!
where do you stand?? see where you stand before its too late....Life is short!

God Bless you all:)!

"mumble-fumble"!

I will be strong......Father help me through this!!
" i can do all things through christ which strengtheneth me" (philippians 4:3)
I cared for someone today with the Love of God...i hope you did the same too!!
God loves us all!!:)

[PS: Reminiscence- II will be continued...]

!!! REMINISCENCE !!!

THE BANDS THAT COMES AND GOES!

"de abstract elephantus B" :D

" Rooted - A"

" My first Design - Gothic bridal wear"

GROUP- C: GEOMETRY CLASS:)

UP IN DE TERRACE ON ONE LATE EVNING =)

HAHAHA- MY VNRT COVER PAGE!!!

**With Love to My Mommy**

To the women who is the epitome of a wonderful life,

I look at you and i feel blessed, you're the perfect image of God's beautiful creation.

You're touch connects the heaven to the earth,the key to joy to celebrate this blessed life.

The lessons that you've taught me, to love - to care - to believe and to hope,

i thank you for without you i couldn't be where i am today.

Your my comforter, my teacher, appreciating and forgiving all in all,

a reason i thank God at every moment, a prayer i always love to pray.

The fruit of Holy spirit is displayed in you, shining like a lamp in the dark.

Like a loving doe and a graceful deer, to the most beautiful of women.

To my mother, the fragrance of my life.

Your always with me in my heart!

I love you always and Jesus loves you much more too!

GOD BLESS YOU!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY:)

"God is Great,God is Good"

Even before i was formed in my mother's womb he knew my name,

Your grace is my guide in every single step of my life.

In him i find my hope, my comforter, my best friend,

I called you and you answered me,my rescuer,my Superhero.

I've learned in laughter and pain, he lighted my darkest hours,

where would my soul be without your amazing grace.

I am not afraid no matter where i am or where i go,

because i have a Father, he will never leave me alone.

Running to the lover of my soul, i live safe in your shelter,

I will never be ashamed of you, all i am is yours.

Everyday i rest in the thought that you are watching over me,

in you i am blessed, in you i put my faith.

Because i believe in Jesus,i found a peace that stills my soul,

Crucified and now risen is the King of heaven who died for me.

I give you my Life, i live for your name,

Everyday i will live to praise your name for all that you have done for me!!

I love you with all of my life, My Lord Jesus!!!

Psalms 71:17-18 ---> " since my youth,O Gd, you have taught me, and to this day i declare your marvelous deeds.Even when i m old and gray,donot forsake me,O God,till i declare your power to the next generation, your might to all who are to come. Amen"

Tiny Little fractures!!

There are somethings i want to write...every word i try my best,

to think of something that would help me express the things i think,

i could be stuck here for a thousand years cos the perfect words never cross my mind!!

Nobody knows me behind these walls standing before me......

i may pretend like im sleeping when my tears start to fall,

you'll never know what you are doing to me,

you made me happier than i'd ever been,

but tonight you did it again, i lost the game with you not again!

Nobody knows the rythmn that my heart plays,

its just me and the walls lying here in the dark,

you're there so far away, and you'll never know what you do to me,

these little fractures you pinch in me, they're small but it hurts more.

Someone had told me to throw the words you promised me,

but i did not, i instead fought and defended you, me and us,

cos i thought they were all wrong and just jealous.

But oh, i was just too convinced and so lost in my coolness,

and now i cant even raise my voice, trying hard to create a new sunshine!

I'm always there and i've always been there for you,

but you never noticed me,you took evrything for granted,

So when tomorrow comes,don't be surprised if you dont find me here.

To think i may never see you ever again, pains my heart,

but all i want is for us to find a easier way own our own,

and i hope you'll remember me sometimes, maybe when the spring rain comes.

I'll make it through,i don't know how,but in the morning i know i'll be fine,

There's nothing you can do, nothing we can change,

i hope you realize now how it hurts to lose someone you had,

someone you never saw standing by your side untill its GONE!

Letter for Whom "RACISM"...is da six most hated word!!!

To,

You!!

Your mean..You were so mean...nothing new about it!! Always critical..always passing comment at me and all of us with these small eyes!! And its not just you...there are many others like you who are like you, who dosent wish to take me or even try to wish to respect me as one of you, as your fellow friend and fellow citizen!!! What can i do if God made me this way, it wasn't some kind of a joke that he played while he was creating ME!!!.

You and i ,you say and think we are different, but i wish so much more that you would realize that what you think is a fool's thinking! We belong to the same Creator if u have forgotten.... he made us different because things look pretty around when you have different varities! We live in the same country, same continent,same planet ,just that we dont live in the same house or that you aint my neighbour. But you...YES YOU----> you are so dumbishly-stupididly-idiotically-ignorantly lost in your own thinkings and perceptions that you dont want to even care to take a look at me as you see yourself in the mirrorven for a fraction of second!!

You make a Big Full NEWS if someone talk about you and your colour or even to those who look like you. You call them "Racist"....you bad mouth them---slash them---strike--pinch--throttle--kill them with your words(if only words could kill:(!)...but hey wait a minute ma'am's and sir's... before you even shout back your annoying-heart killing comments dont you even try to listen to the distant bell ringing and singing "what about you--->YOURSELF"??? How far do you think you are standing from those people whom your trying to slash off for calling you names-- the "racist" thingy!!!!!! Aren't you one of them.......you laugh at me....you call me "chinky-minke"....you dislike me even when you don't know a single shit about me but just my name(I don't even know you too...), you make that face..that very weird face when i pass by....man you look like a joker trying to screw his face.....ill remember to remind you next time you do that again..! All your attention is towards them because they look like you and they talk like you...you judge me just by my outer appearance and you think I'm bad because there are many people who looks like me are bad..but there are people who looks like you who are more worse than people who looks like me!....Your full of drama....your always masked and blinded... sometimes i feel sorry for you!

If i could i could also be as mean as you are to me........i could also try my best to slash-strike-throttle and kill you with my words but i ain't so barbaric or uncultured or heartless or inhuman to be so unkind!!! God has given me a heart , a small heart to love and i want it to grow big and not let it disappear!!!You hate me..please do its alright..tell it to me...just don't go on stabbing me with your words from behind...or from the corners...!!!!! I'm your sister-I'm your brother- I'm the image you see when you stand before the mirror...I'm a part of your family that God has made us to be...its just that i don't look like you....i don't live with you...and you are not my neighbour too!!!!!!! I wish so much and pray that you'll soon realize what I'm wishing for you, a heart to love and respect and accept, to care and understand and realize, a mind of wisdom and a brighter light that can make you see the depth of the hurt that you stab on me with your very unkind words!!

Hey you, i hope you understand a little bit of what i mean to tell you, its alright...i know nothing can change overnight but i wish and pray that you'll change in some years time atleast for the sake of our children who are to come someday after 10 years!!!

God Bless your heart........i mean all Peace to you!

Waiting for a change to come,

your small eyed,

sister-brother-friend-Neighbour

Stranger....wish we never MET!!!!!

You found me.....i said 'hi'...that was all we never spoke but just a smile. Months and months later i thought i should drop in to you and see how my stranger is doing.....we spoke and this time it was more than just a 'hi' and a smile, it was cool!! More than just the 'how are you'' and 'how was your day'.....we started to learn each of our own side's story not realizing the closeness that we were buliding up. Now i'm confused as hell and i'll never figure it out because you've taken my heart away!!! It wasn't me....its your fault...you made me fall for you:(!!! You say you love me but im scared bout the word!!!!!!!! I'm strong,im jaded,im stubborn but i break.......and i wish so much the 'poles end' feeling that im going through! I get scared and i feel like a mess....."hey stranger do you feel the way i do??".

I know you but it aint what i really want to know about......but all i want to know is the real person behind that mask!!! They asked me what am i doing with you...why am i walking on the road that has no horizon.....but i didnt listen because i wanted to give a try......i wanted to make the road beautiful and maybe create a sunny horizon at the end....but i guess i planned way too much...living on my useless imaginations again!!!

So many things i've learnt from you.......a part of me is glad that i said 'hello' to you....a part of me regrets!!! I'm sorry stranger but i think i'll have to go now....one day we will meet again..and maybe than i'll be able to explain to you...every little bit about why i had to do this! I'm not proud, i'm not strong...i'm not weak,im not lost......im just a silly someone!! Thank you is all i can say to you......"Stranger....i wish we never met cos its so hard for me now to take my heart back from you!!"

When Love dont Fall on My side:S!!!

Okayyy...its valentines day again:S....not really the day....deas still two hours left to go for it to be "D-Day"!! Nyways dosent matter to me.....just another normal day for me...(sad)..lol!

Its kinda weird though that i still dont have a boyfriend.....well i Never..... and i dont kno why... i still dont understand!!! But sometimes i guess its all for the best for me....maybe God has something special planned for me..someone special( wherever u are)..hmmmmm...lol!

As the lovers celebrate their lovee....Im going to clebrate singles day wid all my single frens:d.....

go to kfc..order the same old meal hahhaha.....or maybe do some shopping:))!

Nyways...Cheers to all you Lovers.....Cheers to myself for being single even when im already 21:D.........God Bless!!

Happy Valentines day!! :))

StEaL mY SunShInE!!!!

"Summer has already kissed me with its first sunrays,

sipping coffee in the cafeteria....i watch pretty birds sit by the window,

feels like they are telling me not to worry,

that its alright to feel like nothing's going right...

because even God feels that way too.

Lonely and tired even though there's many friends around,

lying on the green grass...you stare at the blue sky,

'relax' ...a silent voice whispers in your ear,

its okay to feel afraid sometimes,

God knows each step that you take.

Seasons change....so does everything including you and i,

You show you are strong by hiding that agony behind,

but than why do you cry yourself to sleep at night?

dont you ever think that your all alone...

God cares for every soul that cries.

Sweet summer wind blow through the open window,

singing to me to leave tomorrow's cares alone....

run out and enjoy the present joys....

nothing will steal my sunshine......

even when summer leaves....God's sunshine will always be upon you!!

Beginning from the End!!

"Maybe you're at the point of not wanting to go.

Coming to the end of yourself emotionally...

could be the most painful experience you've ever encountered.

Don't give up but take courage...it'll all be alrite very soon.

Even when you are obedient to the Lord...you are put to test.

You wonder how a believer could feel so alone and forsaken,

being a child of God intensifies your desperation.

The skies of adverity may not clear immediately...

but have Faith his grace will sustain you,

for a christian,wholeness always comes after brokenness.

The best things that come to us are by letting God have his way,

all the tests and trials are way's of God showing his undying love for you.

Cling to the Lord in faith..God can use this kind of "beginning from the end"!

Though you're broken still smile and sing along.....

Sometime ...sometime we'll understand!!.....

A note to God!

"Hey Lord,

I wish i knew how to start this......i dont know if i should question you or should i ask you 'please Lord'...or should i say thank you or should i cry 'why lord'!!!!

You've known me all of my life.......you've watched over me even ever since i was in my mother's womb! Im 21 still i wish i knew you more than i do now.......!!! You've blessed me with so many unseen blessings.....blessings that i cant even count.....made me see and live the bitter truth of life! But there have been times when you took me really down.....i know that was just a test you were putting me through to see my faith and i know i havnt let u down!

But lord there are times like this when i cant help aking you why do u put me through all these moments. There are many people who dont know you....people who dont even care to say "you are God"...yet you make them live life like its heaven here. While you make your children cry...make them run through these hurdles..."why lord..why??"!!!!!

Yo've brought us this far.....i dont know your plans but i know you've got a big good plan for me and all your other children...you kno who im talkin about. Please Lord bless them more than you bless me. Dont let them fall as much as i do....carry them swiftly...."HELP" them....they need you!!!

This is all i want from you....this is all i ask from you..please Lord!!

Im sorry if ive said anything to offend you.....i hope you understand me :(!!!"

with love,

ure child :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Blow this candle and make a wish....
a wish for the new year that has come,
a wish for the dreamthat you always wanted to see,
a wish for a life you wanted to have.
Close your eyes and say a prayer,
maybe for the star that you wanted to be,
maybe for the love that you looked for,
maybe for the life that you have missed.
Another year,another wish to make,
a wish that we made a wish today,
a wish that we never said goodbye,
a wish for all these wishes to come true.
I Blow this candle for you,
I make a wish for you,
i know the party's much better up there,
With all the saints and angels to sing for you,
But hear me sing for you too....
Happy Birthday to you....
may God always take care of you!!
I always miss you.....!:)

How does it feel????

Wonder how it feels to be living without ever having said "goodbye" to some one who means the world to us.....
Wonder how it feels to miss that someone and know that we'll be seeing each other again and not live with the fact that you'll never see them again but only in heaven!
Wonder how it feels to live without being sick......no pretence but really live without any medicines and pain that one goes through,
Wonder how it feels to get what we wish for atleast for once and not just what we only want!
Wonder How it feels to complete a day with just happiness and not cry when the night falls.
Wonder how it feels to be loved and loved and not feel the presence of loneliness atleast for a day!
Wonder how it feels to feel all of these........
Wish i knew how it feels!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RACING CARS!!

Another endless day......i cry back to my consciousness,

the coldness grips my skin as i remember that day....

silently i watch the dark sky to make myself feel better!

Lost with loneliness by my side.... i leave my footprints here,

feel like a stranger still.....even though ive already been here for always.

Party and all the things these mens play....these are the good life that's what they say,

and as i stare at them, they ask me "is that where you belong?"

They tell me im looking for something that can never be found,

just missing out the things by just standing where i am!

I wish so hard that i could prove them wrong.....to feel sorry for them,

but it so happens they always reach wherever they want...

while i still struggle with all the breaks and the bends and....

Sometimes it all feels like im just walking on like ive missed the place...

but than i hear a voice calling out to me to keep on moving.

I remember when i first held the wheel in my own hands,

took the steering so eagerly and drove myself away....

away into this distant land with many a milestone left behind.

It was easy than but now there's too many bend on the road...

too many blocks....yet still i drive on gripping hard on the steering!

Many passed me by....all looking out for something,

some may have found...some may be still searching....

like racing cars, i race myself into these long unwinding road,

keeping my speed through this darkness of odyssy,

leaving a prayer for all those who've stayed behind.....

I'm learning to live with God's gift....the lights are blinding....

but i know i'll reach somewhere soon..

because i know these wide open spaces are going to take me.....

close to the horizon that is far yet so near.....close to where i belong!!!!!!!