I cry!

Do you know how it feels like to love somebody,
but somebody's ashamed to call you theirs.
Do you know how much that feeling hurts,
it makes you take a heavy breath, leaving you an empty space in your heart.
Have you ever faked that happiness to make somebody smile because they need you,
even though your all broken up inside.
Do you know how it feels to push yourself everyday,
telling yourself everything will turn out alright, even though nothings seems to be getting right.
What do you do when all the promises made to you were jus false lies,
everything remains to be a dream, dreams thats never going to come true.
Down this line, i think im already ready with my decisions,i don't know where its going to lead me to, but yeah im prepared for the consequences.
I've been so confused out of my mind; i swear i never had felt this way before,
Keeping you as mine,who knew that it would be this tough.
Im not sure what i should do next, all these times we had together,
seems like we never really had it, like we never started.
You're so far away, you dont see me and you don't feel me,
i'm just trying to mend us everyday, for your sake,for my sake ,for our sake!
Dark clouds are surrounding me, its gonna rain soon,
i think i should just go to sleep and pretend again like everythings right.
I see a light shining far down the road, somewhere in time,
a lonely light to lead me on!
I'm strong, i have faith.......please don't let me down!