Changes - 3 doors down

I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb

I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows

Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes

I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone
Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone
I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn
It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world

I'm blind and shakin'
Bound and breaking
I hope I make it through all these changes

Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it.

The String Movement // Disarming Bullying

You guys should check out this site and you can start your own "string movement" in you school or colleges wherever you are from. For those kids who are being bullied and for those who have been bullied....Lets stand and fight against Bullying!!!




bullying can cause:

Increased anxiety, stress, illness, withdrawal, isolation, low self-esteem, lack of assertiveness, insecurity and depression.
AND that those who are bullied are 9x more likely to have suicidal thoughts than those who aren't bullied.
AND that 160,000 young people stay home from school each day in Australia as a result of bullying.
AND that young people who bully are more likely to drop out of school, abuse drugs and alcohol and engage in criminal behaviour.
AND those who bully have a 1 in 4 chance of having a criminal record by the age of 30.
AND that male bullies are more likely to batter and bash their wives and abuse their children.
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Paucity of truth

Ask her 'how's it going?' and all she'll do is give you that smile.
you can't tell what her heart is fighting, nobody knows.
Funny how one day they call her unworthy, another day they call her love.
all the Lies she holds inside, all hidden behind the shadows.
This is how she lies, this is how she goes holding,
this is how i feel my life alive, hidden.

Get it right - glee

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin under
Just tryin to help out everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions keep makin a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right.
Can I start again, with my fate again
Cause I can't go back and endure this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes,
But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this
So I throw up my fists, throw a punch in the air,
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
I'll send down a wish and I'll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care
How many times will it take for me
To get it right, to get it right?

Ends apart

i miss how we used to be,
when all things seemed so fine and okay.
Everyday we seem to be changing,
everyday we seem to be losing apart.
Maybe this is how it's all suppose to end.

* Make you mine *

How i wonder where would i be standing without you here today,
its amazing how you've turned my life ever since you came to be mine,
i only pray if id make a little difference too.
Waking up to everyday, to know that I've got you,
couldn't make me feel so blessed and lucky then anyone else,
your all i need and your all i want to make mine for always.

Distance keeps us apart through the minutes and hours,
but every passing time brings us closer and closer,
always anticipating for that moment when we'll meet again.
Holding on to every little moment we spent together,
we fall in love even more deeper, strengthening the bond more then ever,
and this feeling couldn't get better.

Its amazing when i look at you, i see my half that make me whole,
a better half always so calm and gentle even if the tides get high,
oh just one thing i can promise, nobody can ever take your place.
Done with everyone around, all those people disapproving us,
but who are they for us to be afraid of, critics are everywhere,
these days will soon be over because we have a better judge right above.

Seasons will come and go and lessons we will keep learning,
we'll have our share of time with every passing day,
but as everyday grows i wanna grow old with you,
to see this life with you by my side.
we'll grow old together, and you'll always be the beautiful story to me.
im so blessed to have you, blessed that i found you in this one life we have,
you are all i need, you're all i want to make mine for always.

The Quiet cry

They blamed her for the broken glass,
remember all the rights she has done wrong,
and everything she does, they find flaws in it.
She loses a call, takes a left turn instead of right,
and there they go, bombarding canon shots from the voices in their head.
Everyday she runs, everyday she hides the lies,
everyday she makes believe she is not broken,
who could tell what lies beneath her, how she could still go on.
Everyday battling till the dawn, she waits for hope,
because she knows the messenger she talks to in silence,
is going to help her win this heart war.
Help me Lord, help me get through this hurdle,
i wait for you patiently, i know you will come to my rescue,
Never forsake me, i feel alone.

" i wait for you, O Lord. you will answer, O Lord my God. For i said , " Do not let them gloat or exalt themselves over me when my foot slips." Psalm 38 : 15-16

Happy Birthday!

Memories of you and me still so clear,
Those yester years never seems to fade.
life's changed since you've been gone,
I still wonder how life would have been,
if you were stil here today.
"You were the best among all,
the most sparkling star in the night sky,
God was scared he'd lose you in this cruel world,
and he was jealous to see me having the best
so he took you away quietly..
and didnt give me a chance to hold you back!"
I miss you today more than i always do.
and i Know the party must be better up there
as the heavens sing in joy for you.
But i rejoice for you too,
for the times ive spent with you.
I thank God for i was blessed to be your sister,
and im blessed i know i have an angel whose always watching over me.
Can't wait for that day when we'll be together again,
doing all the things that we'v missed out for so long!!
Happy birthday Amu, ure missed unconditionally!

Part of me is Leaving.

Whispers have got loud,
the dawn has broken away so soon.
streams are starting to rush,
the rain is turning into hailstorms.
I called them mine, i called them my own,
but they seem to have disowned me.
i cant choose, i cant make choices,
these words are more then hard to swallow,
these words hurt more then hurt could hurt.
to love and to let go, to love and to say goodbye,
to love i said i will love you till forever thats in my heart,
and to love i said even though my love will stay,
but i will have to go, because,
part of me is already leaving.